boring predictable batboy shit

Look what you made me do = what did you want me to do?
Not sure if cultural differences but don't miss your mark and you ain't got shit to blame for your loss. I feel Putin's manipulation all over the pseudoscience /fantasy category reasons of imaginable
Watched a streamer I know type 2 pages of essay, slept, got up and found out I'm verifiable faceless and flaggable with my memery. No biometrics of this fat face no sir
What goes round in circles? earth? fucked up to the core like a soft toy normal people get as babies (autistic people might still have theirs in perfect condition)
TikTok teaching me, comforting me. Like a bullying mom, oh dear you could have so much worse, it'll be alright, everything tends to work out, wasn't a loving adult in your life... who'd lift a cat's tail up if not the cat himself, etc
my hair fresh, my hair clean. Got that 12'o'clock appointment in hair garage. My second time in their establishment.

Should I start blogging in English? No polls so please type in comment section under where it asks to put effort errorlessly or at least be mindful.

Also taking ideas what mood to be in. I'm too stabilized to even dream of an actual mood. Obviously paranoia isn' one but you still gotta ban me for being a literal example of a human in her adult time of life, so. wish I was from milf and taking role of dunno. Faceless biometrics of my own so don't have a system, then I guess I wasn't eligible or legible for that matter. Just glares in the dark.

stand up comedy is what happens while you are busy turning the tables over for those golden linings on clouds. seriously what is comedy if not situational awareness, empathy, word play, and morbid curiosity of what could and what it is not that you can't personally joke about since it doesn't affect yourself directly (unspoken rule)

it's easier not to say what I don't need, but write what I need coz what I get is stupid and unneccessary anyways, so... average bullshit goes both ways. thoughts you must have millions per millisecond but how do you express them, cognitive functions = like a printer

so yeah whatever multiply or don't, you don't seent anything; only think you do

I write like
James Joyce

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knowing what you want and still deciding to not follow what you want, is just lazy and overrated

 Halloween shouldn't have been so tiring!!!! I'm all fine after sleeping to 2pm. In the mood for quitting smoking cigarettes. It isn't normal to smoke a a pack per day though maybe for me it has been. Might as well cough up some gross slime. I know it's there.

*gets writer's block* I forgot to play the animal crossing Halloween even yesterday 5-10 pm. I guess I could travel back in time on the console. 

I did have some safe sex on Samhain. Last time was on my b-day.

Something I regret a lot because I am this way. Feeling like.. always the escape goat, black sheep, and where's the lamb sauce!

Oh, a dog was barking outside. I don't question my senses. I keep going. Even if I have to stare blank into nothing.

I hate food but I've gained weight again. Nothing huge that I couldn't restrict and fast off but still the highest weight since I lived in this address. All because of some stupid pagan holiday. All Saint's Day is still going to be on Saturday in Finland anyway when you remember the dead by taking candles on gravesites.

I ate... crisps that tasted like chicken, some candy like lollipops, a bit of alcohol, stuffed breads and tortillas and crepes... and I didn't do any exercise. Not doing exercise and just staring at screens is probably worst. 

I shouldn't let them decide for me that's it's what I do. I am not a nerd and I never used to just stay in my room and type on the internet. I walked, swam, cycled, went to gym and lost weight until they decided I was insane and nothing I told them was true even though I was visibly thinner, less than 70kg, normal weight.

Now I have both problems... no work, no play, just stationary all day with adventures only in my head

Come and take my life away I'm done with a lot independency. I won't be evicted and I won't end up on the street. I might have to survive with even less. I can afford toilet paper and I have a microwave and a television, and I use make-up sometimes and even sending letters so I know I can look myself in the mirror because I have meds

but I mean, it's 100% more than I can say about other people I know who have been clinically diagnosed with their fairytales.

I don't have coarse hands that have seen much work and I don't keep my fingernails short but I have been judged my the dirt under them one time is enough

Why you shouldn't believe what I write and call me a liar instead? No worries just read, I promise it's interesting.

like it's been google translated, or off-Latin

tricksterin'n'treatin'

Kumpi ja kampi tappeli!

Samaan aikaan jos sanoo saman asian toisen kanssa pitäisi laittaa peukut yhteen ja tehdä toivomus

Tehtiin keksejä ystävän kanssa. Kiitteli mun hermoja. Aloin koristella jo vähän. Sain lainasta mun rekvisiitat. Enimmäkseen saksin viiltoja mustaan jätesäkkiin ja teippasin keittiön ovenkarmiin että nyt se heiluu tossa aina kun vaihdan huonetta-

Tulee pimeä niin kynttilöitä sytyttelen ja ehkä pukeudun mustaan viittaan, hölisen latinaa ja teen jotain rituaalia no ei vais...

Hetken olin live.me sovelluksella ja söin jättikeksiä ja join vettä punaisesta muovipikarista jossa kultainen käden luuranko pitää sitä kuppia kiinni mutta hokasin että saahan sen savuaa kun vapottaa vaan vesihöyryä sinne... kiva efekti. Mulla on tämä kurpitsankeltainen vai appelsiininkeltainen neule päällä ja mustat samettihousuni. Taisin nähdä unta että näitä myytiin jossain kaupassa enkä voinut lähteä ilman niitä poiskaan.

Imuroittin. Astianpesukone kävi. Mitäs mitäs muuta sitten kun napautan sormiani niin laitan tänne kuvankin jotain halloweenimäistä. Ei jaksaisi mutta onneksi mun älyluurit keskustelee keskenään vaikka iCloud tila onkin loppumassa. mmnhnh

Jälkikirjoitus, lissee kuvviii....