What else? If you are not Finnish you will never obey rules and orders etc agreements and schedules fully and you won't be as jealous of your neighbors and you might not understand why some things are fair and some things are approved to go against the grain of what is even good in society. In a way mom brain is real and all Finnish guys are momma's boys.
Heteronormativity and polyamory are my adversaries even though in past relationships I have felt that it was right that I cheated.
Comparing cultures only results in stereotypes. Finland is boring, cold, dark, and if you hate it here are you sure you should be working as a bus driver?
Depression vibe is my friend. I could talk to anyone about the hard things though. My attempted k1lling myself and being in a drugged state. My childhood, not choosing to be born, all that sort of financial crisis dark stuff you fear but laugh at?
I remember the atmosphere and how pathetic and angsty teenager I myself included were. I have only ever tried to be helpful yet I have come across bullying and being mean from other people. I miss people after they've gone. Wish I'd learned from them more and got a chance to listen to people from different places in the world. The attraction is there. Genetically speaking not just tears of missed opportunities to make friends.
Well my year in the uk was the best year of my life. I got to escape my mom and step-dad. It was just a quick decision. I saw an ad on the board at school.
What am I even. What's the point? Who cares? Sorry ugh typing shit before I get a prescription to antibiotics I can go pick up. I have a uti after moving across the city, maybe related to a diabetes drug. Last uti was in 2023.
I've lost 3,3% of my weight. It should be safe weight loss without ozempic so far etc I've just had a lot of stuff to pack and emptier fridge. 116kg is still a lot. There were 3 people in an elevator yesterday and it said overload.
Wait don't go... I want to say being fat is not contagious but it could be with the sweat. Apparently not just gut biome affect hunger hormones etc. I don't want to hurt anyone by being fat... jk. just drink your calories you pathetic addictable personality.
Yes I crush platonically on some celebs and then I get starry eyed. I am not superficial though. Muscles? DGAF. A few reps and your set. I don't feel like I deserved a relationship with a famous person ever. I'd rather not know your name even though it's kinda basic to introduce yourself when you meet a person. Best relationships are anonymous. Kinky? Intelligence, bravery, charm, imagination, general loveliness are a factor when you want to fuck sureeeee but I'm not fuckable. My fuckability may be that I've always removed hair and kept a hygiene and tried to be above average smarts but I was promised that regression, from the drugs they've forced on me. I never chose being legendary epic sensible and uh sometimes I forget I'm still the same Kajsa.
I wonder what. Why who why now when how... no. My English is just advanced not proficient. Depends on the day. I don't talk much. That would require thinking and not finger movements across a million microbes on some plastic glass screen ouch I dunno the unnatural glow near your head anyway
If I'm so schizophrenic. Why are my published posts so half-assed anyway. Not sure. Coulda led with that. Imma giver
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