I’ve been up designing the blog again, and honestly, today just hasn’t been my day. It hit me that it’s only about a half-hour journey from here to almost anywhere around Tampere, which somehow made everything feel smaller and heavier at the same time. I was waiting for my benefits to come through after midnight, and of course there’s a complication. My housing benefit is being reconsidered because of a single payment I invoiced for an ad on my blog. The usual nonsense. It feels like they’re always trying to find a reason not to pay. Kela does it, but really it’s the politicians behind it all. Sometimes it feels like nothing is worth trying at all.
I was going to make a cottage pie, but instead I’ve ended up snacking—carrots and veggies with hummus, which I’ve actually grown to enjoy. I keep meaning to try Biscoff spread because I’ve somehow never had it. Someone also recommended an Ayurveda thing for stress, even though I already take more supplements than I can keep track of. Still, maybe. I never mean to write essays like this. I haven’t even written most of this on the blog yet. I think I’ve been growing out of certain things, or maybe just growing tired. I went to a book meet in a museum café recently, but I didn’t take any books home. Lately I watch a lot of Twitch instead. Last year I played around 500 hours of Palia on the Switch—probably too much, if I’m being honest. Too serious about it. Maybe.
There’s no need to comment or read or react to any of this. I’m just aware that I must be missing a huge chunk of how busy everyone else’s lives are.
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