perjantai 30. tammikuuta 2026

Me? A wanna has-been

c'est fou, vraiment
 Trying this routine so hard. Tougher when words actually have meanings!! Anyways, like... I got up, didn't get any sleep, mainly two hours of laying down chill okay just thinking deep. Then I did get up. Not sure about the order of things. I took my meds after a toilet break and mouthwash. Then I started putting things together, taking all the vitamins, making a coffee. Weighed myself and I'm a whale officially like not far from the fattiest I've ever been, sus. I did make my bed half-way kind of. It's a start. Get dust off the duvet from being on the floor. Just small things, like putting on a necklace. Rewatering my aroma lamp. I was shopping for hours online for a thing I saw on facebook. Jelly wax melts. Spriz of water on my flowers... yes my rose has bloomed once... No idea how bad things must be to push up a rosebud in the middle of winter, babes. Some sexy hydration boss level down my neck and midsection. The jewelry I have on, likes warmth and moisture though as its a real pearl in that dragon cage I once bought. Then I saw them in a cheap Danish china-shop for like three euros those dragon cage jewels with fake-pearls in them. There's always a cheap version of my trademark items. A wrist watch in Lidl. That sorta thing. Apparently my needs are universal wants. Never mind that. I... Have to be somewhere noon. Might take a ride there, it's freezing cold. I have all the time still. This is why you start 7am team no sleep.

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