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 Postia. Kortti Ranskasta sendsomething kautta. 9 atc korttia kun olin tehnyt swapin niistä niin se palautui jo toinen sellainen. Kutsu kave...


torstai 9. maaliskuuta 2023

Still sick as a kitten

 Wish I felt like shit, but everything is just hell. I don't believe there is anything good in people left. It's like taking fantasy books away from someone who escapes to them, or similar but all of the coping mechanisms and worse. It's like psychosis. I just slept all week, and I have nowhere to go and no one cares about me. I don't think anyone wants me anywhere. I'm getting cold shoulder like I didn't exist. They keep lying, going on about how I should pay, and prosecuting me with their made up proof that I'd shared some bad superhero movie 4 months ago. I hate Warner Bros and I hate lawyers and I hate my internet provider, and I'd rather go to jail for the rest of my life than pay for something I've not done like they say.

Everything just branches into more little problems once you really start taking apart someone's life. I guess I could live without security and familiarity of having a connection to internet, or to make calls. Live off prepaid here and there. Quit paying my installments for them, if they really took my information and provided it to lawyers. Kill myself, see if the government cares then. It's not even my money they are after. To make more stupid poor films. Sounds wrong, why I should suffer with less money again. I'm done with stress.