Hullu saa olla mutta ei tyhmä—muut lukutaitoiset

 Herännyt kahtena aamuna viideltä ja sitten kun saisi nukkua, niin herää nukuttuaan 2,5 tuntia. Nälissään kai ottamaan aamulääkkeet, käymään...


keskiviikko 29. syyskuuta 2021

You don't turn 33 every day!

Got a birthday card in the mail from an American penpal lady. Also my new stamps arrived. I got a package earlier to pick up. It had a hamster ball in it and I immediately unboxed and set it up, sweating and trying not to break it, with little nails on the rims of each it's two sides.

I have 1,5 litres of red punch and I plan to drink that tonight at my best friend's place. I made it on Monday. There's strawberry vodka in it, lemon-lime sprite and strawberry juice. I plan to pick up some halloween party items on my way there, whish I ordered on the weekend... hopefully it won't be too heavy a package...

This morning I tried on different clothes I've worn now for years most of the pants at least, and made a tiktok of the outfits. It was like one minute and multiple outfits. Nobody seems to have seen it yet.

Yesterday food shopping with mum. Cleaning my flat for an hour, mostly trying to put away clothes and declutter what's in the little storage downstairs. I brought Halloween decorations up etc there was mostly more paper clutter and bags. Also getting rid of all the cigarette packets from my balcony.

I've watched some television and, movies off my macbook air laptop... ordered a chromebook if I could use my television as a bigger screen, since their both pretty near to each other already. I got a discount code in my mail today for extras from the electronical store, and could've used that discount on it ...maybe but too late!

If I had money I would buy clothes to be honest. I have worn everything for years. But I need like a wardrobe. Gray white black minimalist wardrobe goddamnit. Fashion can go labour it's child workers for all I care.

What else... I need like a low table in the middle of my living room... if I want to have that party and display some horror things and a bowl of punch... I already have a dining table full of clutter and stuff that I just keep moving from place to place and it never gets to be a free surface. I couldn't just swap table cloths that easy because the stuff needs to go. I'm not an organised person and maybe I don't throw enough stuff away. I mean I have given away a lot but never got anything in return... like furniture and kitchenwares (popcorn airfryer, waffle maker, etc) while I use the same water kettle and toaster I got in 2012... at least my microwave is new now?

I got too many books too. If I took my dry food off the one shelf of my ikea 3-shelf bookshelf, which is my pantry, I would still need more room for books. And books are heavy...

Why think about my interior decoration and my style, or stupid purchases on my birthday. Just killing time like any other day. 33 is such an odd number.

No kids, no dog, no job, no significant other, or any other "accomplishment" so far. Just stay tough and keep being hard on others I guess... my life mission is to know myself. Et cetera