Looking at jobs I could do, so I logged back into fiverr and offering Wordpress installation and creative writing in Finnish. I decided that's not enough so I also logged back in to my UpWork account and sent a couple of proposals.
When I was little I had all kinds of toys. Magic trick sets, science scalpels and microscopes, but also console games and went to the library a lot to loan books, barbies that I stuck incence sticks to burn holes on their rubbery thighs. Also I wanted to print my own school magazine, cut and glued them and drooled over photocopy machines and I wrote short little poems.
Everything's supposed to be so flexible yet hard work. I have the motivation but I need to build my passion for things... I used to be "an enthusiast" on my Twitter bio.
I should've flourished after being such an angsty teen. I'm still kind of young, aren't I?