Back in my day parents wanted their children in magic schools virtually

achieved the rare financial feat of not buying something you don't want with money you can't get back.

I tried 3 times to buy a cameo from Chad Lindberg in 2022 and I have credits left on there.

I keep scrolling but everyone disgusts me and become uglier the more I browse. I don't KNOW any influencers. I don't know sports. I don't believe in Santa, and I don't like memes of a puppet with someones' fist up their arse. I like some uk stuff, but that's it. I don't know Survivor actors from season 49 yet... I haven't finished 47. I don't know Traitors, I don't know furries or like adult entertainers, sure some Potter actors are doing badly these days because of stigma from being associated with Rowling's trans antics. But...

yeah I'm the most famous person I know. :(

Could be that I'm bad with names and faces. Could be because men try to take advantage of me sexually so I've lost hope of knowing names and faces or even dickpics sent to me so I could pick a new d/s relationship based on some data, but they just want squirters and anal sleeves or fisting and I hate those, I don't even want to receive being licked. Ew, guys can't even finger. So I'm left with these polyamory predators who think I will just come when anyone calls. Joke's on them, I have no sexual drive anymore because of rapists and every old skank who would fuck me but not my mom. I am crossed. No pussy for them. Just report me for being crazy honest. I haven't been in bed with anyone, no penetration, in 5 weeks now after I moved here and never been more happier. Peoples do email me asking about my "ad" on one site but I'm not interested in anyone. So I don't reply, or I'd rather not. Especially if they seem ugly or too desperate. I'd rather not. Everrr. Not with the anonymous selection of fucks I seem to attract. I'm not only a one night stand. I will not be raped again. You will not do any of that fetish shit with me. You have to earn my trust. You have to groom yourself. You cannot be a shit stain. Don't be feces. 

Too much to ask, obviously! People think it's me who is rude. They probably spam "hi" to everyone expecting a blowjob immediately in return. It's crazy. and I'm mad about it. I no longer have those apps. I won't submit to verbal abuse.

I've set limits on my social media direct messages.

NO UNSOLICITED SEXUAL ATTENTION. and I will not beg anything else but being left alone. Everything is accidental. No real persons have to do with my problems because I cannot pinpoint to any individual of whats wrong with everybody. So serious morbid yapping this turned out to, huh!