Nothing is important except monetizing and even that won’t bring happiness

 I went to the standup gig regardless. 8600≈ people were there too. I remembered it was less. 6700 or something. I can’t smell or taste. Excuse me for being delusional. There is no word for it in English according to him what Finns do to shoot down ideas and demoralize. But There you have it. Definition of behaviour that is disheartening. You unman deflate… 

Anyway feeling quite hungry and anxious and disgruntled. 

I’m a dictionary. Dig deeper and let that dance birth words like, language has come from dancing. Can’t wait for popular science magazines to read in the mail again. Next year a moon mission??  

Edit.

For reals my thought process. It's impeccably flawed. I need more fluids, more rest. I kind of regret going to the stand up gig. I. just. am sorry. Shouldn't have. It was such a last minute decision. Othes there were sniffling badly too. It was like covid encouragement. Ethics, morals it went a bit against those for me. I did do a negative test but it was expired.

I chose poorly. I didn't even choose the seat. So wrong of me.