Yeah it's Fri-yay until someone dampens your mood

 I guess. My fav actor did half an hour rant on TikTok live about not sugarcoating things and honestly not caring unless you are in his immediate family. Well fuck me. Not sure I do care about going to his streams anymore. I have for ten years hardly missed any live's but I guess I enjoy my own life more. Maybe it's just me. I don't want to analyse it.

It was a pretty day outside. I woke up like 3pm or something again. I'm that happy (read: depressed). First snow. Then I crocheted. A neighbor called me for help. She had short circuited and couldn't remember what she listens music from. I just guessed youtube? I was right... I did say bluetooth and headphones at first, tho.

Been binging netflix all day. Ate a block of brie and a box of wrapped vanilla chocolate candies. Breakfast was fiber cereal with milk and a cafe au lait.

Haven't really done anything on my to do list. well I did login to Palia and claimed some items. and I crocheted a lavender flower and a half. Their kinda pretty.

Almost so lonely, I'd want to get cigarettes again. To just kill myself faster than loneliness. It's too late though to get a pack from a nearby shop because it closes 10pm.