It's great that there's like safeguards in place so that not anyone can start messaging you and try to get advantage of you. Blocking should be mutual in my opinion.
What does it say about you that you change besties like a shirt, your name and number and national security id.
At least my life isn't in such a dismay and disarray. I am giving up on my privacy writing about my daily stuff online somewhat. Where does it go? People don't trust me? Even though I don't mention anyone on this blog. I have a disclaimer.
Last night went to watch the Pyhäinpäivä candles at the cemetary and family lit their own candles. I was watching Lazarus series where a psychiatrist is seeing ghosts. They kind of saved me from morbid stuff. It was so dark... still no snow.
Somethings awry with the weather. I can smell selfishness from people using nonrenewable energies and overconsuming stuff ending at landfills and oceans. We don't deserve snow. Polar bears do. Not the ones on coke bottles or Ai videos, the ones that'll chew on you.
What does it say about you that you change besties like a shirt, your name and number and national security id.
At least my life isn't in such a dismay and disarray. I am giving up on my privacy writing about my daily stuff online somewhat. Where does it go? People don't trust me? Even though I don't mention anyone on this blog. I have a disclaimer.
Last night went to watch the Pyhäinpäivä candles at the cemetary and family lit their own candles. I was watching Lazarus series where a psychiatrist is seeing ghosts. They kind of saved me from morbid stuff. It was so dark... still no snow.
Somethings awry with the weather. I can smell selfishness from people using nonrenewable energies and overconsuming stuff ending at landfills and oceans. We don't deserve snow. Polar bears do. Not the ones on coke bottles or Ai videos, the ones that'll chew on you.
I should reply to a pen pal letter before its their birthday. I should recycle my cardboard. Maybe organize or declutter or something. Re-build my Wiccan altar somewhere. I cleaned up my sand zen garden etc away before the renovation- no one told me they wouldn't be doing any work inside these flats.
What else? I have been having less screen time and been "more present" but also its been lonelier because nobody reaches out to me. Reads my messages, pokes me back, says hi on whatsapp or anything. I'm pretty chill and low effort friend, you don't have to jump off a plane to get my interest. We could just be and maybe play a card game or watch tv, do something seasonal. I'd appreciate likes or a comment but that won't make you my best friend.
Made some noodles and wok veggies with ginger. I'm running out of food in my cupboards for reals. Only macaroni left and rice and other carbs. Protein would make me feel fuller. I did throw away the whey powder I had bought for emergencies a while ago already. It just doesn't fill my cup. I shouldn't complain if I'm picky about food... it's not about having a complicated relationship with food. I can be afraid of my wrists because I could never cut them? It's like wanting to jump, not the fear of heights.
What else? I have been having less screen time and been "more present" but also its been lonelier because nobody reaches out to me. Reads my messages, pokes me back, says hi on whatsapp or anything. I'm pretty chill and low effort friend, you don't have to jump off a plane to get my interest. We could just be and maybe play a card game or watch tv, do something seasonal. I'd appreciate likes or a comment but that won't make you my best friend.
Made some noodles and wok veggies with ginger. I'm running out of food in my cupboards for reals. Only macaroni left and rice and other carbs. Protein would make me feel fuller. I did throw away the whey powder I had bought for emergencies a while ago already. It just doesn't fill my cup. I shouldn't complain if I'm picky about food... it's not about having a complicated relationship with food. I can be afraid of my wrists because I could never cut them? It's like wanting to jump, not the fear of heights.
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