Feeling alive. Watched Disney+ and bawled my eyes out. I feel like my castle is cursed too. There is going to be a 2 months period where this site will be a construction site! I've been there before. Plastic sheets over furniture, only a path to the radiators. Wet floor, small dust everywhere, cold. Trampled mail. Drilling, baby, drilling.
I was on the phone about it a lot. Seems straightforward and somewhat of a useful repair. Too bad I can't live here if there's people going in and out from 7am to 4pm every day of the week. I usually sleep until 13:00
I have options. Nice to have options. The situation is not fucked.
Moana 2, the Beauty and the Beast (2017) and now there's Austin Powers on tv.
This morning I took a cheap taxi ride to the hospital to pick up sleep apnea supplies. My air hose and mask had gotten a bit grimy in a bit over a year. The new equipment is shiny new transparent clean plastic-y... I feel shine-y and new as well. It wasn't so and so, but I removed hair down there with hair removal cream and an epilator and finished with a razor.
I've eaten the rest of my marshmallows from yesterday's s'moresakawanza. Then in the hospital restaurant an overnight, filled bread. A chocolate chip dried cake, sugarless pepsi, cherry tomatoes. Potato salad and a lot of chicken meatballs. No warm meal, just supplements. Not enough water probably either. Strong urine smell I own from not drinking enough.
I ordered again, from iHerb some new matte make-up foundations, hair removal shower cream, toner and cleanser... did I get the serum too... I've already used up pretty much half of everything in like 3 months.
I used a lavender moisturixing mask on my face, then put a lot. Maybe too much, serum, mixed it with lotion and mask residues. My face... I dunno, I feel like I could be getting a flu. That is the "feeling alive" part. Otherwise couldn't give a rat's a*hole about nothings... happy tears, cigarette smoke, the stapled two pieces of paper through my mailbox -that changed my September and October.
I was on the phone about it a lot. Seems straightforward and somewhat of a useful repair. Too bad I can't live here if there's people going in and out from 7am to 4pm every day of the week. I usually sleep until 13:00
I have options. Nice to have options. The situation is not fucked.
Moana 2, the Beauty and the Beast (2017) and now there's Austin Powers on tv.
This morning I took a cheap taxi ride to the hospital to pick up sleep apnea supplies. My air hose and mask had gotten a bit grimy in a bit over a year. The new equipment is shiny new transparent clean plastic-y... I feel shine-y and new as well. It wasn't so and so, but I removed hair down there with hair removal cream and an epilator and finished with a razor.
I've eaten the rest of my marshmallows from yesterday's s'moresakawanza. Then in the hospital restaurant an overnight, filled bread. A chocolate chip dried cake, sugarless pepsi, cherry tomatoes. Potato salad and a lot of chicken meatballs. No warm meal, just supplements. Not enough water probably either. Strong urine smell I own from not drinking enough.
I ordered again, from iHerb some new matte make-up foundations, hair removal shower cream, toner and cleanser... did I get the serum too... I've already used up pretty much half of everything in like 3 months.
I used a lavender moisturixing mask on my face, then put a lot. Maybe too much, serum, mixed it with lotion and mask residues. My face... I dunno, I feel like I could be getting a flu. That is the "feeling alive" part. Otherwise couldn't give a rat's a*hole about nothings... happy tears, cigarette smoke, the stapled two pieces of paper through my mailbox -that changed my September and October.
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