I should probably read my library book. It's going to be hot weather for a few days. Yesterday was 27°C tropical. It hit me like a hot steamy wall, when I went outside. Much cooler indoors still. My take on this has been to not ventilate too much. Some nights maybe, if it's like 11°C. Then I can get it from down a couple degrees. Just sat in front of my table fan. I got around to playing cards yesterday. I was late and that's unlike me. I just lost track of time playing on my handheld. From multiplayer to two player. I was back home around nine o'clock. I took some white wine and Finnish mineral water and made spritzer. It was more 2 parts wine and 1 part water. Binged on some stuffed soft tortillas with mayo and grated cheese and chicken. Summer night was pretty. Less cigarette butt, more light breeze. I took a picture of the moon with iPhone and the pic wasn't as bad as usually. Orange moon benefits.
benefits, remedy, meaning, english, origin. words you can add to anything and make a better search on Google? Question mark.
We know like three or four games with playing cards. I got Eton mess dessert. So delicious. Not sure what I've done to deserve a full menu of fine dining and then fresh berries and whipped cream and marengue next day. Today is Sunday but it's hard to follow up on those flavours by my lonesome. I have eaten also dried figs. Binged on potato chips and chocolate spread until I had nausea. Afterward I had spicy dreams. Too much pleasure leading to unwanted nightmares and a spasm. Not sure I've come in my dreams before and even continued dreaming. Must've been good sleep. I'm not used to being indulging. I can't afford to go out or anything. I'm not cheap. There's a lot of bars downtown and to quote a woman complaining about them on the bus... all of them were real snotteries, inexpensive run-down bars. She repeated it multiple times. Like that's all there was popping up on the High Street. Agree on that yes, I do. No post offices, no dear Lord. Exlamation point.
Electricity and water don't usually mix unless you have a dam like in my city that created the industrialness. My mineral water would splash over and I would knock over my extension cables and I'd swear. That's where that thought came about. I couldn't sleep much last night. Talked with ChatGPT. My vent about space travel and humanity's exploitation of nature turned into a witch protocol. Political, religious and radical concern about real future that the rich try to deny about global extreme weather, man-made disaster. Nature is out of whack. People aren't in touch with nature. Nobody talks about zero waste anymore. Back to mindless maximalism.
Erosion, rust, big forestry, seafloor trawling, no regard for sustainability. Just humans molding their surroundings as they please in their billions. Earth could thrive without us, but we can't do without it no matter of plans to colonize Mars. Gravity on Mars isn't the same, we can't grow healthy bones there I don't believe otherwise and a bone printer won't cut it. Fuck logic, let's leave the solar system. Who wants to circle in an ellipse anyway around an insufferable star and prance around itself day and night with a moon orbiting as well getting nowhere. A rock spinning. Not a doomsday watch. Not designed, but in a long harmonious part of its cycle. A wine glass full to the brim, a cross-section of layers, poles, sea currents, magnetic poles, the continents, (melting) ice, thunderstorms. Dark matter, dark energy, expanding of the universe. Evolution, philosophy, medicine, neuroscience, marine biology, technology, the culinary arts. Common knowledge, statistics, cultural norms. Some of them discovered and some of them human made. Sleep being tech giants biggest enemy in this attention economy. Uncanny, artificial, tools and code and market gaps and what you can sell as a rectangle or binary form, underneath waves or from a satellite. Who owns data, your fingerprint, your electronical footprint or biomarkers. It's not just face recognition and personalization, manipulation, or the rat race. Compatibility and connection, speed and reliability. Getting up. Not quailing. Survivalism. Lying wisely and charming everyone as you do it.
Sigh. Classical music imitates nature in its inevitablity. Cook, slay, slap.
html. fuck my life. kids these days with minecraft and fortnite. Attention spans of a swipe, a scroll, not even a second. Zero. Nothing. Stupid. The generation after these ipad kids will probably have generational trauma from exposure to unnatural light, microplastic, content instead of learning. All the information of the human kind at your disposal. Behind a paywall, protected by law, but mostly free if not skewed and twisted by censorship or agendas. Just floating about. Every inquiry you could make. Destiny or laziness, maybe you don't start anywhere... millennials wanted everything and they wanted it now. Generations are short. I'm already too old. History, banking, dance, language, humour... war, revenge, borders, justice. Avoiding, substituting, doing your responsibilities, healing, confidence in knowing yourself, being brave and reckless. A risk. A happy memory. The smell and flavor of only the important thing that is gardening, and even that won't lead to englightment...
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