Woke up from a nightmare dream I guess. Not awake yet. Apparently I wanted desperately to tell him I love him after giving him head. I saw myself in a mirror in the dream so I guess I was in control of the dream after that. I saw some kind of white faced with black eye make up sort of beautiful wraith. Leaving toilets room ajar so he'd get in lol. I'm pathetic. I have a problem with teachers in the bedroom. I'd never fuck with them but my lust for my male teaches has been beautiful. When I was a virgin I couldn't sleep because I was imagining giving my first everythings to him, they called him a penguin and sent a ransom letter for his slinky. It was just bees and flowers. Nothing. Someone told me I was a master of nothing. Lmao. I don't fall in love. I don't go around loving peoples. I think about you and please myself thank you very much. And run. Run... she's running.
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| A sliver of thought stuck between a corner of my brain matter |
That text came out strong and still not as passionately as I wanted him to know my love. Smear my makeup. Slap my lips with it. Make me gargle. When you're done just *bling* and you are gone. Penetrate my holes. Choke me. I'll open your trousers, lick your shaft and suck it deep. I need you to come in my throat. Use me like a toy. I'm your cum slut. All I want is to pleasure myself afterwards thinking of the warm cum still inside me. I don't want to spook you with my big orgasm while you're still inside me. I will only stalk you and I'll never forget you if you don't let me.