I've decided to want

 Slept 11.5 hours. After taking meds, going to bathroom (didn't brush teeth yet) and weighing myself, having a cigarette. Put eye drops in. I just want to go and buy the meta AR glasses from the eyewear store... if they let me. I have a syndrome that I feel like they wouldn't sell them to me. Like I wouldn't look like someone who wears raybans yet alone be the end user of meta's product development...

I've gained weight cause of all the celebrations. I had a few too much to drink and ate too much. From mead and donuts to mini pizzas and potato chips with potato salad and hot dogs and a bk meal. To a bottle of chardonnay and strong wine and whisky. My weight gone up almost 2kg

I don't have a lot of food left in my cupboards. Well some basic supplies. Cheese slices and sausage. Would not want to eat anything sturdy right now.

What do I do? Spend it all. Try to get the augmented reality glasses. Why? I have seen a couple influencer get them and make a post about them, just not sure they kept them for like daily use in all their videos and... what not...... would I look too much like Zuckerberg? I think the glasses could fit me. I do have some weird prescription for my eyes including austigmatism. And past two times they told me to go to an eye doctor. Not sure I can afford both. I guess if I bought the glasses I'd be protected by my home insurance for the damage.

Aight. It's a negotiation. Not a transaction yet.