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12.5.17

heading to nowhere

My plans got cancelled today, as my friend is busy with duties of hers. So Friday night movie night, not this time happening.
I am on live.me at the moment, wearing my London cap and some lipstick from Lord and Berry. I think it's called Vogue in China red...
I can't even watch netflix. Might have to do with television. No tgif for me........
I've had breakfast: porridge and coffee. My morning wight was 124 kilos... It is less but I wish it happened faster but nothing ever happens... not really that fast that you want it. Want you must though... I had an oven pizza yesterday and some oven potatos but I made them in the microwave... lol

Yesterday I assembled my tattoo gun machine and my neighbour loaned me a tip and some ink. I... well.. I hate feeling like I'm stupid!!!!!!!! oops, so many exlamation marks...
I ended up poking and sticking my thumb with the blue ink trying to make a pentagram but it is barely even visible.

Blocked some dude for calling me chubby. I know that thanks.... I'm also pretty sweet...
I hate that I can't talk English with them because my fiance is there having another cup of coffee and finishing his another helping of porridge. I hate to hear him eat and swallow and his jaw moving so loud.... I hate that he is old and complains about everything and I hate t´myself for letting him do the dishes, laundry, taking out the trash cause it's like he does much else here except some food cause he complains about my cooking.... sigh...

I hate that I'm being silent now. It is almost as if my lips were shut but I'm so disgusted...
I'm glad he won't be at home today later. I can actually be myself??

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